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cellar spider ([personal profile] longlegs) wrote2024-11-09 04:35 pm

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[personal profile] extent 2024-12-16 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ the thing is, that was about all the bravery that nick had in him, and the attempt had just left him in tatters. he swallows, tries to muster up a version of agreeable, believable enough that cellar might take his word for it that yes, of course nick will try again.

what she gets is a shrug and a weak watery smile, a digging of his thumbnail into the side of his own finger, a sudden fascination in the little indent left behind. ]


Maybe. Or maybe the whole friends with benefits suits us fine, and if I bring it up again I'm going to fuck the whole thing
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[personal profile] extent 2024-12-16 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
Right now I'm not.

[ it's a fair question honestly, this whole conversation has been a disaster and nick knows he looks a mess, but what's he supposed to say? even by this mess of a standard, nick knows the real answer is too pathetic. he'll take whatever he can get and he knows it. ]

Tomorrow, maybe next week? I'll figure it out by then.
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[personal profile] extent 2024-12-16 08:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's no resistance in him, nick is way past that. he's all wrung out and it's so much easier to just go where cellar guides him, head on her shoulder and ear pressed flush against her chest, as if listening to the thud of her heart might settle something in him. ]

I think— [ he's halting, stumbles squarely at the first step. nick is bad at asking for what he wants at the best of times, let alone when he doesn't even know, not really. short of going back to yesterday and remembering to take that stupid question mark out of his answer, there's not a whole lot that will make things better, but there's probably something that might make it worse. ] I think...I don't really want to have to explain to anyone else what's wrong right now. Is that okay?
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[personal profile] chokedout 2024-12-16 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
before i was here i was somewhere else, same kind of deal. i was there for a year? so i turned 24. do you think that year counts? or is time not real and i'm back to where i was before i went there, which means i would be turning 24 again. in a week.


or am i 25.
ugh.
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[personal profile] chokedout 2024-12-16 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
technically, yes.
i am an old man
i will need to drink my woes away
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[personal profile] chokedout 2024-12-16 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
a christmas eve eve baby
I grew up with 3 straight days of presents
i cannot say it was awful



i don't know if people're sick of parties but maybe we can crash a christmas one?
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[personal profile] chokedout 2024-12-16 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
don't be, my parents forgot about me the rest of the year

the vain answer is i would love to be 24
the realistic answer is i assume i'm 25 (since that year, at least, i remember?)
the dramatic answer is i'd rather go back to 23 for [redacted to keep the mood light] reasons
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[personal profile] chokedout 2024-12-16 06:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, hmmmmhmm. Yeah, it's hard at work right now.

[Not easy to hear, unlike his soft sigh.]

Got it right on my cock. I've been hard since you told me about your panties.
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[personal profile] chokedout 2024-12-16 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
i do like an older woman...
when's your bday? i want to know just how much older my lover is

i think i have to say turning 25 but i refuse to admit it yet
i have 7 more days of youth
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[personal profile] chokedout 2024-12-17 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
see, you have the same issue!

is it a year older if we spent a year doing shit or is it only physically aging?
i think i like to keep count
you should too, you'll be the hottest 45 year old around eventually
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[personal profile] chokedout 2024-12-17 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
i'll stay counting at 25
still younger than my hot, hot lover...
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[personal profile] chokedout 2024-12-17 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
nudes count
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[personal profile] chokedout 2024-12-17 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
[Aaah, what a thought.]

Yeah, me too. I'd - I'd have my hands in your hair.

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