i put a check on myself when i started to feel that anxious, jealous feeling. sort of just asking myself why? why did i feel instinctively jealous when i know without having to ask that you care about me. that you love me. and it's because i have the whole hang up of being discarded, or unworthy. but you make me aware of myself in a different way. you make me remember i'm not really cursed to repeat myself if i choose not to let it happen? you're my hope. my everything. and i want to cherish that. i want to cherish you
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i put a check on myself when i started to feel that anxious, jealous feeling. sort of just asking myself why? why did i feel instinctively jealous when i know without having to ask that you care about me. that you love me. and it's because i have the whole hang up of being discarded, or unworthy. but you make me aware of myself in a different way. you make me remember i'm not really cursed to repeat myself if i choose not to let it happen? you're my hope. my everything. and i want to cherish that. i want to cherish you