[ She doesn't think he would. She just imagines him gladly exploring the world, finding his own place to stay and never leave, while she'd be here confronted with how she's really just living in a bubble. Maybe this protective-possessiveness is coming out so strongly because she can't quite believe that he can ever return that kind of love. Which is normal, right? Older siblings are always going to have a little more in their hearts for the younger ones. That's how it's supposed to work. ]
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[ She doesn't think he would. She just imagines him gladly exploring the world, finding his own place to stay and never leave, while she'd be here confronted with how she's really just living in a bubble. Maybe this protective-possessiveness is coming out so strongly because she can't quite believe that he can ever return that kind of love. Which is normal, right? Older siblings are always going to have a little more in their hearts for the younger ones. That's how it's supposed to work. ]
... Sorry.