[ nick doesn't want a sympathetic ear and a kind touch, not for a situation so entirely idiotic and of his own making — but he does, really, is the thing. nick has been choking this back on his own all day now, and as awful as he feels, there is some relief in finally just saying it. he just feels so stupid, so pathetic, so monumentally small, that he can't help but latch onto cellar's hands like a life line. ]
No, I just--I don't know. Things have felt different here, and I guess I got it into my head that it was mutual or something insane like that. But- he didn't want to know, and that's seriously...it's okay, you know? We're still friends.
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[ nick doesn't want a sympathetic ear and a kind touch, not for a situation so entirely idiotic and of his own making — but he does, really, is the thing. nick has been choking this back on his own all day now, and as awful as he feels, there is some relief in finally just saying it. he just feels so stupid, so pathetic, so monumentally small, that he can't help but latch onto cellar's hands like a life line. ]
No, I just--I don't know. Things have felt different here, and I guess I got it into my head that it was mutual or something insane like that. But- he didn't want to know, and that's seriously...it's okay, you know? We're still friends.