i put a check on myself when i started to feel that anxious, jealous feeling. sort of just asking myself why? why did i feel instinctively jealous when i know without having to ask that you care about me. that you love me. and it's because i have the whole hang up of being discarded, or unworthy. but you make me aware of myself in a different way. you make me remember i'm not really cursed to repeat myself if i choose not to let it happen? you're my hope. my everything. and i want to cherish that. i want to cherish you
that means so much teddie i've never really had someone who made me feel like i matter the way that you do you make me feel like i've known you forever like i've loved you forever
sorry, i was so scared that i screwed this up sometimes i'm scared i'll end up doing something to drive you away
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i put a check on myself when i started to feel that anxious, jealous feeling. sort of just asking myself why? why did i feel instinctively jealous when i know without having to ask that you care about me. that you love me. and it's because i have the whole hang up of being discarded, or unworthy. but you make me aware of myself in a different way. you make me remember i'm not really cursed to repeat myself if i choose not to let it happen? you're my hope. my everything. and i want to cherish that. i want to cherish you
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i've never really had someone who made me feel like i matter the way that you do
you make me feel like i've known you forever
like i've loved you forever
sorry, i was so scared that i screwed this up
sometimes i'm scared i'll end up doing something to drive you away
i want to cherish you too
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okay
but you have to ask me properly sometime ♥
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but first
nurse outfit and glam
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i'm coming back to the room. bring out the lube (for the outfit)
🎀
love you
see you in a bit babe