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why are you putting me in this position mil
i want OUT of here
i want a taste of happiness
i know it's not a permanent thing
that's the point. i want the spontaneity
you're saying if your boyfriend asked you to go on vacay with him you'd say no, 'cuz u would miss me too much?
i want OUT of here
i want a taste of happiness
i know it's not a permanent thing
that's the point. i want the spontaneity
you're saying if your boyfriend asked you to go on vacay with him you'd say no, 'cuz u would miss me too much?
i don't know. he's a fucking coward
[How many times can Kieran say that word in one day.]
i'm not doing anything
he kept doing this mopey shit like
"ill still give u money"
"you and ur sister can still get away"
and all this fucking self-less shit over and over again
dude had the audacity to be like "i know you're mad right now"
[How many times can Kieran say that word in one day.]
i'm not doing anything
he kept doing this mopey shit like
"ill still give u money"
"you and ur sister can still get away"
and all this fucking self-less shit over and over again
dude had the audacity to be like "i know you're mad right now"
[He wants to just - be furious for a while. He doesn't want anything. He doesn't want anything. Because when you want stuff and you set yourself up to really want it and it gets taken away, you feel stupid and foolish for ever believing it was there in the first place. Even stuff you probably shouldn't have wanted because you knew it was only there because someone was depressed and lonely. You were probably taking as much advantage of them as they were you, but for a second... that felt fine. But now you're realizing your sister was right when she was treating you like a stupid kid, because you made stupid kid decisions and now it's too late to tell her that.]
yes
yes
[He almost wants to back up on that, ask her to come to him - but he doesn't want to be in his room. For once, the mess, however chaotically organized it is to him - feels overwhelmingly tight. He needs to go outside of his space, needs to clear his head, and so he slams a few more things around before slamming his door for good measure and going over to her.
No knock, just intrusion, tension evident in the way his body moves from the first step in to how he throws his hoodie to the chair and seems ready to erupt. But he doesn't, not at her, he just keeps it all tightly wound up inside because more than anything else, he's just pissed at himself.]
No knock, just intrusion, tension evident in the way his body moves from the first step in to how he throws his hoodie to the chair and seems ready to erupt. But he doesn't, not at her, he just keeps it all tightly wound up inside because more than anything else, he's just pissed at himself.]
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