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cellar spider ([personal profile] longlegs) wrote2024-11-09 04:35 pm

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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-24 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
as in "once upon a time many years ago"?

[Just so he knows if he's right or wrong, hm.]
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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-24 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
[eugh]

well

[why's he feel jealous and annoyed]
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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-24 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
[see, it's a testament to them that this doesn't become boiling toxicity and instead he's able to say:]

no
i'm mad at me a little, though
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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-24 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
my first impulse was to be jealous a bit
rather than worry about you and how you're feeling

i'm sorry
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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-25 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
i know
that's why i'm mad at me
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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-25 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
remind me you love me, even when i'm stupid?
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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-25 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
you're mine, i'm yours
forever and always

you know i'd marry you for real real, right
not that i don't consider us real as is, though
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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-25 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
if that's what you wanted
vows, veil, viewers
(or just us)
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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-25 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
i want the chance to say another set of vows, possibly in front of at least a few people we know
just so, y'know
people witness it.


witness how much i love you
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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-25 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
no, but being upset just reminded me

i put a check on myself when i started to feel that anxious, jealous feeling. sort of just asking myself why? why did i feel instinctively jealous when i know without having to ask that you care about me. that you love me. and it's because i have the whole hang up of being discarded, or unworthy. but you make me aware of myself in a different way. you make me remember i'm not really cursed to repeat myself if i choose not to let it happen? you're my hope. my everything. and i want to cherish that. i want to cherish you
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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-25 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
all the more reason for tangible promises of forever in the form of ceremonies, cake and jewellery?
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[personal profile] chokedout 2025-03-25 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
mission accepted

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