me too. :( he's so nice to me, I wish I could fix it. and I'm scared he won't ever rail me again. which sucks because he's probably the least fucked up guy I sleep with besides your man.
i don't know :/ this place is so weird like just the fact that we got hit with zombies and our powers all got deleted then... you know people dying and coming back that happens with us back home but it's not meant to be like a thing that affects everybody which really makes me think raiz has a cousin that's running this place or something
im sure he'll do it again! maybe just after he figures out how to not break asses anymore?
wouldn't say it disturbs me really but like it's weird! and people are more worried about figuring out how death works than what's really controlling everything like stuff like this doesn't happen at random everything is way too... niche i really think it's got something to do with her somehow but how am i even gonna start to prove that and even if i CAN prove that what use would it even be
well i kinda fucked up in that area no pun intended :/
okay, you'd got a point, actually. like the death stuff interests me because duh. I'll admit I didn't think too hard about who might be behind it. but Emmrich knows some stuff now. and we know there's a god in the woods. so like this place could be infested with god things and they might have nothing to do with anything we know, or even each other.
OK I was trying to lighten the mood oops what happened?
we need evidence, period ugh I'm not a good investigator at all though
there's just this guy from home that's here and we had a a not-thing going on? and i told myself i wasn't interested in sex with him but then like there was the whole hunt earlier this month and we... ended up doing that i was scared teddie would be upset because that guy's been a total asshole to him
no idea but she can boss around anything, I'm pretty sure she just chooses not to
he's jealous of teddie it's ... complicated, to say the least idk
no no, we worked it out thank you though that's sweet ❤️ it just reminded me of how terrified i am of losing him you know? i don't know what I'll do if i ever end up hurting him
you won't lose him. look, ok, don't laugh but I 100% believe in soulmates. I really do. And I believe that's what you guys are. and yes, you'll hurt one another. but you'll work it out.
yeah that's likely I'm pretty sure she could show up at any moment she has this thing where she likes to gather all of us for a "family dinner" as she calls it and if you're not at the house she just grabs you from wherever you are in the world idk when the next one is but i imagine that's when she'll finally figure out im missing? so... i was thinking i can ask her to take all of us home
you really think so? i just don't want to hurt him ever he's been through so much and the thought of contributing to that is so upsetting like, I've been in love before too many times probably lol just never like this? I'm so happy but it's also kinda scary
I mean I won't say no. as fun as all the murder and shit is (sarcasm) especially if I can follow you guys!
I really think so. like I might not have ever been in love myself, but I've seen thousands of loves. it's the strongest emotion there is! it survives death. so yeah I know that even if you do hurt him, it'll be okay. you won't break him.
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i'm glad!
sorry his magic got fucked up
[ she's also sorry it broke iggy's ass oop ]
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me too. :( he's so nice to me, I wish I could fix it. and I'm scared he won't ever rail me again. which sucks because he's probably the least fucked up guy I sleep with besides your man.
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like just the fact that we got hit with zombies and our powers all got deleted
then... you know
people dying and coming back
that happens with us back home but it's not meant to be like
a thing that affects everybody
which really makes me think raiz has a cousin that's running this place or something
im sure he'll do it again! maybe just
after he figures out how to not break asses anymore?
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god I hope so. he's poetic.
enough about me, who are you fucking these days?
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but like it's weird!
and people are more worried about figuring out how death works than what's really controlling everything
like stuff like this doesn't happen at random
everything is way too...
niche
i really think it's got something to do with her somehow but how am i even gonna start to prove that
and even if i CAN prove that what use would it even be
well
i kinda fucked up in that area
no pun intended
:/
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this place could be infested with god things and they might have nothing to do with anything we know, or even each other.
OK I was trying to lighten the mood oops
what happened?
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what if the god things are just this place's version of what raiz did with me
except at a bigger scale i guess
sorry
we don't have to talk about it! forget i said anything
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but why would it be your special god and not some other one? we need more evidence! did raiz really love juicy couture?
no now I wanna know!
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ugh I'm not a good investigator at all though
there's just this guy from home that's here and we had a a not-thing going on? and i told myself i wasn't interested in sex with him but then like
there was the whole hunt earlier this month and we... ended up doing that
i was scared teddie would be upset because that guy's been a total asshole to him
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OK uhhhmmm we need a list of stuff raiz does that only she does.
ohhh. who is he? should I kiss him and threaten him when his guard is down?
girl, Teddie will never be mad at you, not for long. he worships you.
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- gives people powers
- grants wishes
- brings us back from the dead
- changes reality
- shape-shifts
- there's probably more
yeaaah no this guy isn't someone you'd wanna kiss
his name is saber
he's my friend but he really is a huge asshole to people 90% of the time
the thing is teddie said he WAS mad but at himself
for feeling jealous
i think that's even worse somehow
i love him so much iggy
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OK but if he's a friend why is he mean to your bf?
oh sweetie. do you want me to talk to him? Teddie I mean
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she just chooses not to
he's jealous of teddie
it's ... complicated, to say the least
idk
no no, we worked it out
thank you though that's sweet ❤️
it just reminded me of how terrified i am of losing him you know?
i don't know what I'll do if i ever end up hurting him
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sounds like it. but he better grow up about it.
you won't lose him. look, ok, don't laugh but I 100% believe in soulmates. I really do. And I believe that's what you guys are. and yes, you'll hurt one another. but you'll work it out.
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I'm pretty sure she could show up at any moment
she has this thing where she likes to gather all of us for a "family dinner" as she calls it
and if you're not at the house she just grabs you from wherever you are in the world
idk when the next one is but i imagine that's when she'll finally figure out im missing?
so... i was thinking i can ask her to take all of us home
you really think so?
i just don't want to hurt him
ever
he's been through so much and
the thought of contributing to that is so upsetting
like, I've been in love before
too many times probably lol
just never like this?
I'm so happy but it's also kinda scary
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especially if I can follow you guys!
I really think so. like I might not have ever been in love myself, but I've seen thousands of loves. it's the strongest emotion there is! it survives death. so yeah I know that even if you do hurt him, it'll be okay. you won't break him.
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I think she'll be fine with it too if i bat my eyelashes enough ;)
Hope so
Is it weird that
Idk
I guess everything feels so perfect that i wanna be perfect too
Whatever I've talked enough about this
Have you met Delphine?
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honey you're perfect just as you are. 💖
the kitty? yes!!
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omg isn't she gorgeous
she lets us dress her up!
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and find the finest jewelry
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🎀❤️