[ She can't even imagine. Someone like Sam going through that with her family, with people she must have thought she could trust, only to have the world turned against her. It's a fucking nightmare. ]
it's part of the contract i'm in i can still go see them but i'm kind of not supposed to and they forget me while i'm gone i think that's to make sure they don't go looking for me or something
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i'm so sorry, sam
that's psychotic
[ She can't even imagine. Someone like Sam going through that with her family, with people she must have thought she could trust, only to have the world turned against her. It's a fucking nightmare. ]
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i'm okay. i lived. so did my sister.
[ she's still not sure about mindy, chad, or gale. she hopes they did. ]
for a really long time i stayed away. i wanted to keep her safe. from me.
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was she happy to see you again? despite everything?
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i haven't seen my family in a while
i mean, before i even came here
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unless that’s for the best, but I’m still sorry for it in that case.
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i can still go see them but i'm kind of not supposed to
and they forget me while i'm gone
i think that's to make sure they don't go looking for me or something
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really fucked up thing to do to you, though.
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to make it easier for our families too, i guess
that way they don't have to miss us
[ That's one way to cope. ]
at least i could still go see them every now and then, you know?
not much we can do about that here
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i miss tara. but i wouldn’t want her here.
the woods tried tricking me into drowning by showing her to me.
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i mean, it didn't happen to me
it happened to teddie
i had to pull him out
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although i guess it doesn’t matter as much at this point.
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are you going back? whenever we manage to get out of this place?
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if we still can’t get home and there’s enough people who decide to return?
yeah, i think so.
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even if i have to do it alone
i can't leave theo by himself anymore
[ read: can't stay away from him. ]