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cellar spider ([personal profile] longlegs) wrote2024-11-09 04:35 pm

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[personal profile] deadnerve 2026-01-16 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
I feel happy. With you guys.

[With Ren, with Harry - these different relationships that keep piling up. He wouldn't have had these before, maybe not ever in the way they happened here. He thinks about how even going with Dom on a date kind of hit different, and how what used to be sort of scary is actually not that bad. He's quiet for a long beat.]

You don't remember your wish, do you?
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[personal profile] deadnerve 2026-01-16 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
No. But I think... I mean, I think I could guess it.

[The impossible made possible again, after all-]

Do you think we can change our wishes when the time comes? What if... what if we want something else instead or we changed our minds?
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[personal profile] deadnerve 2026-01-16 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
[He shifts, head facing down again, tucked in against her neck and shoulder - to hide it.]

... t'see my parents again. Maybe live with them in a... a world they lived in.
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[personal profile] deadnerve 2026-01-16 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
I don't.

[He does, he'll always want it. But.]

It'd mean giving up what I have... here.
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[personal profile] deadnerve 2026-01-16 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe.

[Maybe he'll have to just double his contract or whatever. Does it really matter in the end - it's not like he has plans beyond this lifetime or another. Finally, as a sign he's improving in mood, his head shifts to properly rest against her breast.]

... You know that hallway of paintings? There's two - there's one of my mom and my dad in there. Kinda fucked, right?
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[personal profile] deadnerve 2026-01-20 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
... I don't know. I only have so many photos of them, y'know? Or had, I guess.

[Hm.]

So seeing something new felt different. But... I didn't like it. I don't like it. It feels like whoever made them invaded something they're not allowed into to do it.