[ Wow, okay. That shouldn't choke her up like it does. Logically thinking, Cellar knows she has Theo, Iggy, the guys from home — and yet almost all of them are on that shelf where her vulnerability is too much and too bothersome. Their problems are worse than hers. They're not crying because they can't go see mom and dad, they didn't overreact over the prospect of losing a brother that never was. That's still so embarrassing, by the way. ]
if you want us to be connected i won't say no you're really sweet, harry not that i wouldn't trust teddie's choices but i can see why he likes you so much :)
maybe [ Maybe nothing, Cellar. If he doesn't want to think about it, that's it. She doesn't know how she'd react if she was in a similar situation. Would she be even more homesick, knowing there would be no way to ever see home again? ] is there anything you'd ask for then?
I truly do wish to help, if I may. I once told someone close to me that misery knows no logic, that all of our pain is valid because we experience it regardless.
Oh, goodness. I don't know. I had very little with me, at the end. Much of your sentimentality gets stripped away in dire circumstances. Perhaps my journal. I did keep that up until the end.
that sounds about right sometimes i'll be sad and then i'll stop and it's like 'wow, what the fuck was that about?' see: the way i talked to you about devon not the most eloquent way to put it but yeah i guess i just come from a place where nobody really does that you bottle it up or you get told to shut up or whatever i love my mentor but he doesn't know what to do with himself when he sees someone crying
[ 'Someone'. It's only Cellar. She's still pretty new to the Blood Pact, so she's got time to lose all that emotion. ]
you wanna go get that sometime then? i can go with you
it's probably not that bad? i haven't asked for anything but i know people who did you just have to be nice to it when you make your request which you obviously have no trouble doing :) maybe i can ask for something too so we'll do it together
yeah it's a ton of work it's got to feel magical though being there and getting those images
oh it's like this really goofy toy a huge long spring that you do tricks with i used to throw them down stairs because they'd stretch and re-form so it was like they were walking down on their own tiny cellar was easily entertained
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
you don't even know me that well and i'm emotionally dumping on you
i feel bad
[ It's probably Theo's place to do that with Goodsir, not hers. ]
why not?
no subject
But more importantly, you are a lovely young lady who perhaps is in need of a friendly ear. I am happy to provide.
Unlike some, I can never return home. In a way it is easier to not think about it.
no subject
if you want us to be connected
i won't say no
you're really sweet, harry
not that i wouldn't trust teddie's choices but i can see why he likes you so much :)
maybe [ Maybe nothing, Cellar. If he doesn't want to think about it, that's it. She doesn't know how she'd react if she was in a similar situation. Would she be even more homesick, knowing there would be no way to ever see home again? ] is there anything you'd ask for then?
no subject
I truly do wish to help, if I may. I once told someone close to me that misery knows no logic, that all of our pain is valid because we experience it regardless.
Oh, goodness. I don't know. I had very little with me, at the end. Much of your sentimentality gets stripped away in dire circumstances. Perhaps my journal. I did keep that up until the end.
no subject
sometimes i'll be sad and then i'll stop and it's like
'wow, what the fuck was that about?'
see: the way i talked to you about devon
not the most eloquent way to put it but yeah
i guess i just come from a place where nobody really does that
you bottle it up or you get told to shut up or whatever
i love my mentor but he doesn't know what to do with himself when he sees someone crying
[ 'Someone'. It's only Cellar. She's still pretty new to the Blood Pact, so she's got time to lose all that emotion. ]
you wanna go get that sometime then?
i can go with you
no subject
You were truly not that bad.
Would you? I admit the library's supernatural aspects intimidate me.
no subject
[ That was pretty funny, sir-'sir. ]
it's probably not that bad? i haven't asked for anything but i know people who did
you just have to be nice to it when you make your request
which you obviously have no trouble doing :)
maybe i can ask for something too so we'll do it together
no subject
Is there something you desire?
no subject
you have so much to catch up on too
you'll have to show me your favorite movies
oh uh
i'm not sure?
i'd have to think about it
if all else fails i'll just ask for something silly
no subject
Oh, there is a series! It is called The Blue Planet, have you heard of it? It is ever so wonderful.
What qualifies as silly?
no subject
i could definitely rewatch that sometime
i don't know like
a unicorn plushie
a rainbow slinky
no subject
What is a slinky?
no subject
it's got to feel magical though
being there and getting those images
oh it's like this really goofy toy
a huge long spring that you do tricks with
i used to throw them down stairs because they'd stretch and re-form so it was like they were walking down on their own
tiny cellar was easily entertained
[ Like most kids. ]
no subject
That sounds delightful!
no subject
why was she mean to him ]
it's decided then
we're having a blue planet rewatch and i'm getting you a slinky
no subject
Oh, you'll spoil me.
If you wish a chaperone I'll not be offended. For decorum's sake.
no subject
no subject
You are a young lady.
no subject
no subject
no subject
that's all the peace of mind i need ♥
thanks for offering though
no subject
And I thank you for your kind understanding. I admit I was very worried about the repercussions of last month.
no subject
[ ... ]
maybe don't tell anyone about my cosplays, though
no subject
no subject
[ Hmm. How much flirting will this Harry allow coming from her? ]
depends on why you're asking?
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
🎀🏖️