I am inspired by my muse, I can't control the intensity or depth of it But I do think it's overdue for me to paint you a dozen more times pose for me this weekend?
[ she can't talk because she keeps making out with teenagers too oop ]
yeah i didn't think it would take this long for raíz to notice I'm gone but now idk how i feel about going back just yet
anyway i thiiink iggy would be really good with someone older like someone who's as open as he is but also ready to commit? stability would help him relax and he could let himself be happy
someone fun with a sense of humor but who will also be there to protect him kinda person who's always watching but rarely intervening? yeah, i hope he gets that
do you think raíz might know you're gone but is letting it play out, too?
i don't know i thought about it but she's pretty serious about the family dinners like no ones allowed to miss them and if they do she just grabs them and makes them appear at the table then again time like...freezes, too none of the guys from home knew i was missing it's been months for me and they said they'd seen me the day before they woke up here and whatever
maybe it's a weird time vacuum? it was like that for me where i was before here nobody would seem to notice anyone missing from home and if they went back home and then returned, they wouldn't remember the time they spent away from home while back there either it was kinda mindbendy
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i wanna draw lines on your back with my fingers
and kiss stars onto the map of your skin
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teddie you can't be an artist and a poet
my heart can't take it
i already love you too much
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But I do think it's overdue for me to paint you a dozen more times
pose for me this weekend?
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you know I'll do anything for you babe
[ ... ]
i might have something to show you too
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[ and was too shy to tell him about it. she only decided to change that seconds ago, really. ]
i still suck at it but at least i kinda suck less
you can't make fun of me okay
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i look forward to seeing it
you're talented beyond belief, babe
i'm excited
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definitely hope i don't disappoint now
any news on what you were planning with iggy?
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and what was that again
the witchcraft?
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witchcraft?
he can do that?
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but we kind of just did 12 y/o girl magic
summoning him a boyfriend, etc
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aww that's so sweet
it's really been making him feel down huh
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i feel bad sometimes
i just want him to have love in his life
the long lasting kind
he deserves it
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he's so sweet and funny
idk what's taking all these guys so long
well... i guess it doesn't help that they keep disappearing
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but yeah, i know how much it can hurt
yet wherever i end up going i always end up there for the long haul
at 10 months here. wild, right?
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yeah
i didn't think it would take this long for raíz to notice I'm gone but
now idk how i feel about going back just yet
anyway
i thiiink iggy would be really good with someone older
like someone who's as open as he is but also ready to commit?
stability would help him relax and he could let himself be happy
am i just saying nonsense i can't tell
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kinda person who's always watching but rarely intervening?
yeah, i hope he gets that
do you think raíz might know you're gone but is letting it play out, too?
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i don't know
i thought about it but she's pretty serious about the family dinners
like no ones allowed to miss them and if they do she just grabs them and makes them appear at the table
then again time like...freezes, too
none of the guys from home knew i was missing
it's been months for me and they said they'd seen me the day before they woke up here and whatever
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it was like that for me where i was before here
nobody would seem to notice anyone missing from home
and if they went back home and then returned, they wouldn't remember the time they spent away from home while back there either
it was kinda mindbendy
maybe it's the same thing here
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he was away for years and didn't realize he'd been here until he got back
how long was he gone for us?
weeks?
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i don't know how it works but the whole cross universe thing's not playing by any familiar rules
which means i might still be 23
im holding out hope
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sooo what should i tell people next month?
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but do I get to throw a party?
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there's a few people i'd like to celebrate with if everything doesn't go to hell
[ she jinxed it. ]
question is if you wanna say you're into older women once you're 23 and i turn 26
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