[ neon pinches between his eyes and shows his phone to devon. this guy's killing maids as a hobby, jfc. ]
i mean i don't regularly get the urge to kill the help but i do sometimes pop an ambien when i need to just shut everything the fuck off for a couple hours, sure
i learned a couple things at the hospitals drugs won't make you better. they'll knock you out sure but you're still gonna be fucked up when you're awake
[ y'know, this has been a lot. neon's not about to get into a back and forth about hospitals and proper treatment and whatever else from a guy who probably stuck his meds under his tongue and flushed them later. ]
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present chat excluded
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except jinx is gone
uh
roza and liv
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now try five names excluding people you've slept with
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how many people can you say love you that you haven't fucked?
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which is three more than you it sounds like
[ not trying to spark another argument, just answering questions that saber doesn't seem to want to answer. ]
look, i'm not dick measuring with you here
tell me you get my point. it's really not that hard, man
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lemme put this into words you can understand: you ever do something so much it feels like second nature to you?
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do you need me to tell you you've got an addiction?
[ to killing, fucking, dying, fucking up? whichever fits. ]
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huh maybe
sometimes it feels like i have to do it
or i don't know what else to do so i do it anyway. been like this since i can remember
since i was a kid
that sound like addiction to you?
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yeah? kinda. addiction, obsession maybe. little bit of both.
[ little bit of neither, too. ]
there's gotta be a better outlet, man
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[is this what real conversations feel like...]
kinda gave up on better outlets 70ish years ago
there's no gettin better from what i've got
unless my mind gets wiped
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you ever just try taking a damn nap?
when you get that itch or whatever
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that helps me relax
you take naps?
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i mean i don't regularly get the urge to kill the help
but i do sometimes pop an ambien when i need to just shut everything the fuck off for a couple hours, sure
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[that doesn't make it better, saber.]
kinda built a resistance to ambien
never been a downers guy i like stimulants
lazy shit. go to the gym
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[ jesus christ, this was going well (?) for like thirty whole seconds. ]
i bet those dancing fruit videos they make for toddlers would do wonders for you
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drugs won't make you better. they'll knock you out sure but you're still gonna be fucked up when you're awake
what dancing fruit videos
[your insult has gone right over his head, neon.]
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look them up if we ever get back home
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sure thing asshole. i'll fuckin look up your shitty fruity videos